..i cant..

bismillah

I know i cant to do more..

it just I cant..

I cant..full stop..

No need to hurt me anymore,

it took me a lot to get back on my foot

so pliss dont hurt me more..

I said I cant..fullstop!

Allah nampak ape yg sy buat,

xperlulah sy nak cerita2 ape sy buat,

Cukuplah DIA tahu dan DIA hitung,

I will not ask for more..

My ability limited while my weakness a lot,

Semua kelebihan kita diambil dari kekuasaan Allah,

Saya syukur ape yang Allah bagi,

dan saya malu nak mintak lebih,

Jadi jangan lukai saya lagi..I cant hold it..

May HE guides my way,

Walo orang tidak melihat ape yang saya lakukan,

Allah melihatnya dengan teliti..

Cukuplah..

AGAIN..a sad post..

bismillah

That hopeless feeling come again that i can't take it..

I cant take it..

I cant..

And that tears still running down..

For so long..it has been running down..

Why dont u stop?..

what are u crying for?..

Why cant u hold it?

Why is it the heart is so fragile now?

U dont tell, but the silence said so..

The heart need a cure,

U cure it,

but why is it still crying?..

And the crying heart stay so,

And the tear keep running down..

The heart is not cured..

..sad..

..PROCRASTINATING..

BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRAHIM

ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T.

Procastinate!!!

yes i am..

That's why i'm here right?

On an exam time..

What da?..

Yes..

I'm writting now,

after a long silence...

(bersihkan habuk2 kat sini..)

Very long silence,

writting and speaking,

Getting quieter now..

Anyway,Just to release all the burden i feel right now,

As if langit mahu runtuh,

Dan rase bumi nak merekah,

Subhanallah...

Sungguh, saya merasakan keberatan luar biasa pada exam kali ni,

Ya Allah permudahkanlah...

Hear my pray Allah, (which i know YOU had)

I'm scared for nothing,

in my faith YOU have already arrange everything for me,

with all YOUR love..

What i want more?

Donno..

Angkatkan beban ini dari bahuku,

Izinkan aku terus laju bergerak ya Allah,

Dengari hati kecilku ya Allah,

aku takut....

Izinkan aku berteduh di bawah bayang kebesaranMU,

sesungguhnya ada exam yg lebih besar dari ni,

Yang mungkin aku sendiri belum cukup sedia..

Let this little heart cool down,

Let it only remembering YOU,

Let it always for YOU Allah..

Ambillah semuanya dariku,

asalkan KAU redha padaku Allah..

Procrastinating..

Just to say my prays...