Tuesday, December 7, 2010

..LAMA DAH RASENYE..

BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRAHIM
ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T

Lama dah x menulis eh?..haha..dulu2 bila sy tension, mesti berlambak entri kat blog ni..(huh memang terang2 nak lepas tensi tuh..) so skrg dah kurang entri sbb dah x tension atau byk keje?..haha..tatau dah sape je yg bace blog sy skrg dan sudi nak jawab soklan ni..

sungguh memang betul mase cuti, lepak2 dan senggang2 tu memang pembunuh jiwa daie..saaat kawan2 sebaya laju berlari, kami yg masih di malaysia ni masih lagi tenggelam timbul, lemas dan muncul...astaghfirullah...

setelah sekian lama sy bertahan, finally i've to admit, i hate this condition...

i hate of feeling that i'm so nothing in Allah's eye,
i hate of feeling so helpless and uselesss,
i hate of feeling that Allah didnt help me,
HE did actually, a lot even,
but i cant feel it because my heart was so far to really feel that,
i hate of thinking about what others would feel about me,
ouch, all these feeling that i hate a lot..

no doubt, this is a sign of "futur" right?...

only iman can feel it..so go back and heal that iman..

just a story to tell..


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